I spent the better half of last night waiting. same will happen tonight.

Waiting for her.

It hasn't been even a week into the summer and i can hardly survive an hour without contact with her. Or at least the feeling that i can contact her. Why won't she hurry up and get online? i can't call. they might answer...her parents. From what they know about me, i'm just some guy who may have kissed their daughter at the school dance, if the rumors are true (which they always are.)

So anyways, This friday I'm leaving for europe. france, to be exact. All my life i've just sort of assumed everything french is for fancy-ass rich people. maybe i'm right. Should be pretty boring, but my dad is touring there and the whole family wants to see him. Oh well.

Back on the subject of my beloved, Things aren't going too great. If i don't get to talk to her by tomorrow night, i'm going to get to the bottom of this shit and find out where the hell she is. i need her.

Hopefully i'll be talking to her later tonight and we'll both be laughing about all of this. let us pray.